Pain was my pleasure
The only way that I thought that I could be close to you
You hurting me, just to excite me
Feeling so sure about the situation
That we have been going through in our whole relationship
Thinking that I could so go through with it
Never looking back for not even a second
Flashback every middle second that I go through within and out of my day
Trying not to picture in my head
Seeing you every time I go to bed
Hearing your beautiful voice calling out to me
Me crying, not understanding way this time feels so short
Knowing in my heart that you are my truth
Waiting for you to finish in this place, which has haunted us so
Longing for you everyday, looking for your shining face
I know I must wait for your pain again
So I will, every minute of every second of our days